Memories Panged My Head

They flow inside
As i listen to old song we used to hear
As i imagine the time we spent together
As i see the reality that we’re in different place
I can’t help
My tears won’t come out
Even when i really want to cry it out
I just want to stay where i was, when everything seemed to be right


I remember
The last time i see you it was two years ago
The last time we smiled together along the road we go
Now, with the glory i got, it feels like i got nothing without you by my side
The time has went to far
I looked for the new you in different people
I got some though, even just little buddies gentle
It is not the same
Even sometimes i thought i won’t regret the decision i made
I still because now alone with all the crowd, i’m in bed
Everybody look down on me
It hurts that i can’t stop my self from crying
I can finally cry it out until it was drying
Everybody make fun and jokes of me
I don’t know how will i survive
When the memory panged my head
I’m just a lifeless soul in the middle of the crowds
I’m broken
And want to go back